F&B, over

I'm glad that project is over. POM down, Marketing down, Macro down and finally, F&B down.
I'm now left with public speaking. I need confidence. I'm going to be like the first speaker of the whole exam. I feel so stress. I didn't sleep last night. I went home and mummy scolded me for not eating my meals. I feel so tired but i have alot of things to do. I shouted at reynold two times. I felt so guilty. I stayed over at celeste place, but still couldn't complete the research. I slept at macdonalds with my mouth closed today, amazing. I slept at library today, with my legs widely open in an unglam position. I fell sick.I hope someone cares. I felt angry. I hate to be in my class now. I dislike my study environment. I dislike the way people think i'm always in the wrong just because i'm fiercer than the other party. I dislike the way people view me. I'm going to score for my next exam. I'm going to prove you wrong. I'm not going to depend on anyone to CHECK my work. I hope to graduate. I hope celeste and reynold will be by my side for all 3 years. I hope holiday starts. I hope there will be a better start.....